12:35 a.m. - 2004-10-14
Getting Closer....
I haven't posted a lot at all, but I wanted to pop in quick!
I feel bad, as I haven't been on to respond to people's stuff and whatnot. I'm sorry to youse :-(
Things have gotten so busy since I have gotten back. I have been ordering stuff for the store and been on the phone with different vendors and filling out yet more paperwork for them.
It appears as if the contractor will be halfway done by next week...so...I have planned to put my 2 week notice in to FUP by October 22cd -- my last day being November 5th.
This is it.
There is no turning back.
I hope this is the right thing.
The only thing that makes me think that this is the right thing (not that it matters now because I am too far involved to get out of it all) is that I am happy that I no longer have to be looking towards an endless expanse of working at FUP year after year. My life has stagnated since I was there and now is a chance for personal growth...a chance for learning new things. I no longer have the fear of dying at my desk.
As I drove home yesterday, I had The Asshole behind me and realized that he is in his mid-50's and has a good 10 years before he retires. I'm sure he doesn't like working for a woman who is 15 years his junior....ego blow at its best. Forget about the good old boys. The Asshole didn't look happy in his car.
I realize that I, as a business owner, am on a whole different playing field with him.
Still...why is handing in my resignation (even though I have dreamed of this moment for the rest of my life) so fucking scary?
I need to get to bed earlier.
