9:49 p.m. - 2004-11-15
I'm In Control...Really???
Ok...I think I might be getting things in control.
Somewhat.
It's kind of weird being home and trying to get into some kind of schedule.
My days are even more less structured than they were at FUP.
By far.
I feel as if I am going by a haphazard list of things.
Plus...money is on my mind.
The SBA is making me crazy. The way they disburse money makes it very difficult for us to keep track of...and makes us spend more of our own money than we have to.
Fucktards.
I hate worrying about money.
We're borrowing from Peter to pay Paul until we get the reat of the money.
:::sigh:::
I dropped by FUP today, just for shits and giggles. It was nice to walk in there knowing that I don't work there anymore. It was quite liberating.
As for The Asshole, he saw me but didn't say anything.
I was thinking...should I retire my nose stud?
I'm not as happy with it as I thought I would be.
