10:50 p.m. - 2004-09-26
Back To The Drawing Board
Another week.
If I don't get those permits, I will kill....
I have been waking up sick, especially in the mornings. I'm ok when I get up, but then I get so nauseus that I think I'm going to throw up. I'm weak and shaky for awhile, then I start to feel better. If I eat later, I feel better, then the weakness goes away. I feel better towards the end of the day until the whole thing starts again the next day. When I'm not nauseus, I'm hungry.
This morning, I was so nauseus that when I looked at the cat food dish, I nearly gagged. UGH...
Went to a party today waaaay the hell out in the middle of nowhere...it started early this afternoon, but everyone made sure that they left before dark so that we could find our way. I hadn't sat outside for awhile...I'm usually inside, but I sat outside for hours. It was good...not too many yellowjackets. The only bad thing was people walking on the grass and disturbing the mosquitoes.
The food was good. I like the hors doeuvres the best...plus, they had great cheeses (I love cheeses, especially fresh mozzarella). It was better than the main meal.
It was at the home of a cousin with whom I rarely speak. She is married to a doctor and has quite an impressive house. I would have loved a tour, but that didn't happen. Years ago, I would have been jealous, but not now. I'm happy with my Browneye.
Tomorrow, I start this whole nasty thing again...everyone, please cross fingers, toes, etc. If this doesn't happen soon, I might find myself in a straight-jacket.
